So at work i found an old suicide note my email had saved a draft of. It was from May of last year. Really brought me back to last year, a time when i was lonely, depressed, and unsure if I would make it. I had been searching for any path that led to happiness. Trying different groups of people, straining for anything to find relief.
When i wrote this i wasn't sure i'd make it out of the funk i was in. I didn't have an immediate plan, but i had a gun, so it didn't take much planning.
Here it is