Wednesday, February 27, 2013

That fireside rocked.   Can't overcome addiction with fear, just with love.  to take away the pain.

good sga council too

i'm so bless,  had Red come over.  a good hug.  good talk.  really helped  me come down off the fear and anxiety, and this fireside just continued that.

Who am I

this bloated wasted shell of man in agony.
twisted and contorted in teh way i see

this world so full of beauty now, but the beauty i sees forbidden wow

who am i

why must i fight and hate this other half of me
i don't do drugs or jack off now , i don't do porn or make out how

can i be, happily in this church i know is true,

when half of me sings praises to you the other half despises you, for keeping me away from love, you are the God above.

but it hurts, i hate myself the schism can't go on.

what can i fill myself with love

Friday, February 1, 2013

Love this scripture!!

Isaiah 56:

“And let not the eunuch say, I am but a barren tree. For thus says the Lord: As for the eunuchs who keep my Sabbaths and choose to do what I will–holding fast to my covenant–to them will I give a handclasp and a name within the walls of my house that is better than sons and daughters; I will endow them with an everlasting name that shall not be cut off.”
Found it on Ty Mansfields new  post